I hate myself..

I hate myself, for not fighting when you left.

I hate myself, for letting you go.

I hate myself, for not saying anything.

I hate myself, for what I have become.

I hate myself, for wanting to hate you.

I hate myself more, for not being able to hate you.

I hate myself the most, for still wanting to be with you.

But why I really hate myself, is coz I know you hate me too..