Yaad kaise karun...

Chahta hoon tumare saath aur waqt guzaarun,
Par tume mujhse milne ka fursat nahi milta,
Tum chahte ho ki har pal tume yaad karta rahun,
Par tume bhulna ka mujhe mauka nahi milta...

If only...

If only you could see,
What you mean to me...
If only you knew,
All the things I'd do for you...
If only I could explain,
How much it really pains...
To do what it takes,
For a dear friend's sake...
To do what is must,
Just coz it feels just...
To hold back ur love and care,
Even when it feels unfair...
But I'll do this & more,
Without the slightest thought,
And I ll do all this,
Just because its you...

Har din, har pal...

Har din har pal teri yaad sathathi hai,
Na jaane tu itni yaad kyun aati hai...
Socha tha bhul jaaunga wo chan dinon ki dosti,
Par kaise bhul paaunga zindagi ke sabse hasin dosti...

Kaash tum dekh paate ke kitna akele ho gaya hoon,
Kaash tum samajhte ki kitna tume doondhta hoon,
Jab aaye the mere zindagi mein, to kuch le kar nahi aaye,
Par chodke jab chale, to sari khusiyan chura le gaye...

Ab batak raha hoon zindagi ke raahon mein tanha,
Khoj raha hoon kisi ko jo tumko bhula saken,
Khwahish to yahi hai ki tum laut aaoge abhi,
Par kaise dil ke samjhaun ki ye ho na paayega kabhi...

Someone...

For all the times I have been alone,
I wish I had someone to call my own,
To love, to care,
To always be there,
To be a part of my weakness,
To be source of my strengths,
Someone who is special among all my friends,
Someone with whom I can sit & have talks,
And sometimes go on silent long walks,
Someone to argue, someone who would disagree,
But when it comes to help, is always there for me..
Someone sweet, someone nice,
Whose presence adds a bit of spice...
Will I ever find that special someone?
That someone who answers all my needs?

A fresh start...

Dil pe koi bhoj hai, use halka karna chahta hoon,
Kahin unkahe dard hain, unhe mitana chahta hoon,
Chaaron taraf kohra hai, use hatana chahta hoon,
Jahan bhi dekhun andhere hai, roshni ki ek kiran chahta hoon,
Bandhe hue se lag raha hai, chootke nikalna chah raha hoon,
Ghutan si mehasoos ho rahi hai, aazad hona chah raha hoon,
Aaj kahin dino baad, phir se jeena chah raha hoon...

Alone in the crowd...

Aaj is bheed mein khudko akele paa raha hoon,
Itne doston ke saath hote bhi ek sahara doondh raha hoon,
Apnon ke beech rehke bhi paraya lag raha hai,
Aaj na jaane meri zindagi mein kyun ek kami lag rahi hai,
Ab sab se door koi tanhayi chah raha hoon,
Khudke saath guzaarne kuch waqt chah raha hoon,
Apne hi khayalon mein kho jaana chahta hoon,
Apne uljhe hue vicharon ko suljana chahta hoon...

My true friend...

Here I am standing, with my head held high,
Looking longingly at the vast blue sky,
Wishing for the Gods to hear my plea,
Waiting for the raindrops to pour on me...
To wash away the tears brimming my eyes,
Hoping the rain would give some disguise,
You have been my only true friend,
Always trying to bring my sorrows to an end,
Here I am standing, with my head held high,
Calling out to you and waiting your reply,
Rain rain, come again...
Come again, to wash my pain...

Baarish...

Aaj is baarish mein mujhe bheegne do,
Dil mein dabe dard ko thoda gulne do,
Mere aansuon ko barsaat mein behne do,
Aaj... mujhe khulke rone do...

Kaash...

Kaash tumko samja paata,
Ki tumari fikir kitna karta hoon,
Kaash tum dekh paate,
Ki tumare liye kitna rota hoon,
Kaash tume bata paata,
Ki kitna tume chahta hoon,
Kaash tum jaan paate,
Ki kitna is dosti ko manta hoon…

Dear Friend...

Hum to hamesha se hain tumare raazdar,
Par tum khoj rahe ho ek humdard kahin aur,
Samjte hain hum ki tumko uljan hai koi,
Maante hain ki tumko dard bhi hai kahin.
Inki ehsaas hone se hi hum bhi hain dukhi,
Kya tumko humari ye bedardi bilkul nahi dikhi?
Na jaane kya hua chan dino ke beech,
Humse kuch bhi kehne ka ab hai tumko koi hitchkich,
Darr hai ki aa gayi hai hum mein koi doori,
Achanak se lagta hai ki is dosti mein hai kuch adoori,
Samjo mere baat aur jasbaat ko poori,
Mujhe ye dosti hai bahut hi jyada pyari!

Beauty beyond imagination...

Hume fakr tha apne kaboo par,
Hume vishwaas tha apne dil par,
Phir tum aaye in nazron ke saamne.
Us khubsoorati ko labson se kaise bayyan karun,
Is madhoshi ko kaise main kaboo karun,
Ab dil ko kya dosh dena,
Tumare is husn ko dekhne ke baad,
Aaj to dil ka bhi ye bewafayi maaf hai!

Wont you give me a try?

Mujhse tumara ye dukh dekha nahi jaata,
Tere haseen aankhon mein aansu saha nahi jaata,
Shayad main teri wafa ka kaabil nahi,
Par mujhe aasmake dekho, main itna bhura bhi nahi