Angel...

We were always so near but never knew each other,
We had never talked before or did not even bother..
Considering the short time, in which our friendship grew,
The comfort that we share, no one can outdo..

No matter how much, you manage to annoy,
You are the true reason, for my laughter and joy..
I keep looking for excuses, to spend time with you,
Coz I can be myself, only when I am with you..

I don’t have to think or put words to weigh,
Coz you wont judge me, by just what I say..
No need to lie, no reason to hide,
Coz no matter what, you'll be on my side..

No matter how wrong what I say can be taken,
Your faith in my good side has always remained unshaken..
I may think a thousand thoughts and finally come to one,
But you know where my mind roamed and explanations I have to give none..

We have told things to each other, that no one else has known,
The love and affection you showered on me, to no one else you've shown.
You were my angel, who took care of me,
Doing what was right, even against my plea..

Then without a single word, without even a fight,
You chose to change, change overnight..
You always thought I knew why you had to go,
But I never felt the reason was strong enough though..

All that remains are just memories of yesteryears,
Thinking of them, fills my eyes with tears..
I still do wonder, what did go wrong?
How did we break, this friendship so strong?

I have repeated our conversations, a million times in my head,
Trying hard to see, if you had said something that I misread..
I have searched for a reason, I have searched for a clue,
Something that explains what you put me through..

The more I think, the more I feel,
This pain you gave me, is never going to heal..
After all these years, I am still ready to wait,
Just to know, what changed the love to hate..